RomanceYoung Adult
If He Had Been With Me
2013·368 pages
Former best friends Autumn and Finn navigate shifting relationships, unspoken feelings, and lasting regret in this emotional YA romance.
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Former best friends Autumn and Finn navigate shifting relationships, unspoken feelings, and lasting regret in this emotional YA romance.
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A New York Times Bestseller
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An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA romance bestseller is perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover, Jenny Han, and You've Reached Sam.
If he had been with me, everything would have been different…
Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other.
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What's Inside
will contain mild spoilers
Sexual content
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Teen romance with on-page intimacy; YA-level detail; teen pregnancy themes
Violence & gore
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Fatal car accident and death of a loved one; not graphically detailed
Profanity
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Swearing and mature language appear throughout
Substance use
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Mentions of drug use
LGBTQ+ Rep.
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Religious content
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Magic & witchcraft
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Not present
Occult / demonology
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Political content
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Self-harm / suicide
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Depression, suicidal thoughts, self-harm, and a suicide attempt
Abuse & suffering
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Mentions of rape and abuse; emotional trauma and suffering themes
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