A decade-spanning friends-to-lovers BDSM romance about desire, dominance, submission, and overcoming deep sexual shame.
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A decade-spanning friends-to-lovers BDSM romance about desire, dominance, submission, and overcoming deep sexual shame.
The girl next door. Pretty. Sweet. Kind. Submissive. Until I met her, I was alone with the dark desires that I didn't understand, that I couldn't reconcile. She became my best friend, and then she became so much more. Desire. Disgust. Shame. Dominance. I wouldn't have survived until college without her. When we were together, I was at peace for the first time in my life. But it was too good to last. Our appetite for pain and pleasure destroyed us. And all the drinks in the world weren't enough t...
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Frequent explicit on-page BDSM sex; dominance, submission, pain/pleasure
Physical intensity within consensual BDSM; no graphic gore
Frequent strong profanity and explicit dirty talk
Recurring alcohol use, including drinking to cope with heartbreak
No LGBTQ+ representation present
No religious themes present
No magic or witchcraft present
No occult or demonology content present
No political or ideological themes present
No evidence found in available sources
Hinted past nonconsensual trauma; intense consensual D/s dynamics
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